12 March 2015,he went to sleep and around 5:30 am,I went to his room to wake him up for Subuh prayer,but then he went asleep forever.Muhammad Aniq Shahril Cheah,I miss you so much.Today is the second day I lived without ur presence,things were hard,we all miss you so much,it feels like it's just yesterday I got a call from you when you said you got straight A+,it feels like it's just yesterday we were in your engagement event.You told me once that you really missed Dillon and now you're gone too,just like late Dillon.You're the best brother for me,although not many people are okay with you,people don't know the real you,that's why they keep creating bad rumours about you.I really had no one now,Ma and Abah miss you so much,they cried when their BIG son is no longer with them,I guess my life will be much harder now,I had to live on my own,but it's fine,we still gonna meet each other one day,and I'm waiting for that day.Now,I had no one to watch football game with,to play Just Dance game,to help me with the unsolved relationship problems,to fight with,to deal with my cravings and so much more.I wish on the last day I talked to you,I wouldn't be mad at you,instead I will say how thankful I am to have a cousin like you.But at least,I know the truth before you gone.I won't be coming home till this end of year,home is hell to me,I'll just stay in Labuan and will do some duty to gain money.That's all for now,I miss you so much abang.