Are you even a human?What makes you call yourself human?After begging me and said sorry last 5 months and became someone evil back now,do you even deserve to be alive?Been complaining of all the hardworks that you have to go through,while me,have I ever complained?Complained about all the pains and bruises I had when I let my guards down to love you,have I ever said to you that people been throwing,kicking me out of their life because they couldn't accept the fact that I'm with you?Have you ever had a thought that I've been longing for your presence for so long ever since the possession happened, I've been lied for the rest of my life by my own best friend you wouldn't come back,I've been waiting patiently to see your message popped out of my phone screen,but it never did.I was trapped within my own soul and don't know what happened and why are you throwing all the rages on me,as if I want that to happen,am I that bad to you,am I?Is it fun to make someone misses you so badly and confused her whether you still loved her or not?I was dumb,I was fool,I knew,I get fooled by my own best friend,she's the one who destroyed us,but I don't know that.I never asked her to pull you inside this revenge idea.If I can go back to the past,I will ask her not to pull u inside this problem.This year,we're in the same situation again,and I was fooled again.But this time,I was really hurt with your words,it's been on my mind ever since I woke up from the deep sleep after being wounded for 3 weeks after the last school holidays,I thought you knew that the person who's been messing up with you that time was her,but not me.I was wounded and was in deep sleep for  almost a month,and you thought I was the one who annoyed you with all the messages.Your actions satisfied her but not me,your words,actions hurt me,and it hurts every single time.She won in life,but I lose to her,I wouldn't mind lose the game but I can't accept the fact you chose to hate me without even thinking the one who ask for break,the one who annoyed you was my friend,not me.It wasn't me,I won't leave you as I promised you before I'll always be with you.But I don't know,if you still hold to the promise,but honestly I hope that you will.